there’s this song i got to know due to my addiction to asiandramas.  one
fanvideo for Devil Beside You used this as a theme.  i loved that video
because aside from the brilliant video edit, i liked how the song told
the story of the video.

i liked the melody (the first thing i notice in a song as usual) so it became an instant favorite from Nickelback.

out of nowhere, the song played in my head yesterday.  i searched for the lyrics and it struck a string in me.  string of emotions…

Someday
Nickelback

How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren’t we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wished you’d unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there’s been to much of this
Don’t think it`s too late

Nothin’s wrong
Just as long as you
Know that someday I will

Someday, Somehow
I’m gonna make it alright but not right now
I know your wondering when
Someday, Somehow
I’m gonna make it alright but not right now
I know your wondering when

Well I hope that since we’re here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we’ve always needed to say
So we could end up staying

Now the story’s played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let`s rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothin’s wrong
Just as long as you
Know that someday I will

Someday, Somehow
I’m gonna make it alright but not right now
I know your wondering when
Someday, Somehow
I’m gonna make it alright but not right now
I know your wondering when

How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren’t we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

Now the story’s played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let`s rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothin’s wrong
Just as long as you
Know that someday I will

I know your wondering when
I know your wondering when
I know your wondering when

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i felt that i was living the song
im sure some people understand what im trying to say here.  to those people who get me, im sure the entire song makes sense.  and im sure u’d get why i colored the lines that way…

and to the person im writing this post to…
i do wonder when…
and i know you know im wondering when…
i just hope that i could wait for that someday… when you’ll be alright, when you’ll make it all alright…

*don’t take long
im already tired and  i don’t know how much strength is left in me