it seems my blog is turning into a food blog, but what can i do? my muse turns up when im feeding 
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these past weeks, i have been struggling with keeping a healthy routine, feeling bad when i eat stuff that i know my body doesn’t need. and things your body don’t need will end building up in places you don’t want them to be.
so what is this innocent looking couple doing on my table? i dunno, they just did! magically they appeared and who doesn’t like magical things right? hahaha
actually, ive stopped punishing myself mentally for eating tasteful yet unnecessary delights. im not saying i am totally giving in to my sweet tooth itch. rather, im taking little steps in getting my healthy habits back.
in fact, i dont crave them as much as i did a few weeks ago. i just thought i miss them. and now that i’ve just had my fill, the magic is gone. they don’t taste so good anymore.
if i still punished myself for eating them, im sure i’d crave them more. it’s like its charm was on the idea that they’re forbidden. now, i couldn’t even finish my coffee. and im happy because that means im free! free from the grips of temptation.
for sure it’ll take a long while before i seek them out and have my fix.
